Alone...

“I've got everything I need except a man. And I'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I'm tired of being alone.”

“It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself.”

“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.”

“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most"

“What loneliness is more lonely than distrust?”

“With some people solitariness is an escape not from others but from themselves. For they see in the eyes of others only a reflection of themselves.”

I didn't write this. I found it on the Internet.

This isn't all I'm going to post but this fit the moment.

But below i did write:

You Guys may think of me as a hard hearted person but deep down i do have feelings and i need people i just try to hide that I'm Scared/ angry by trying to cheer everyone else up around me even though i cant cheer myself.

I may come across mean or blunt or even harsh but i truly don't mean to be but that's just how i am. I NEED PEOPLE. Being lonely isn't all that its cracked up to be and I'm finally finding that out now.

I have been hurt in the past by many boys and many girls but not in the same way. That's why i may seem distant to some people. I have trust issues but once i trust someone there's no problem until that person proves to me that i can trust them anymore and that has happened so many times so now its even harder for me to trust anymore.

I am sorry to anyone that i have hurt in the past and even in the up coming future i mean nothing by it. Being alone SUCKS!

Thank you to all my friends that put up with me! I love you all and i wouldn't trade you for anything.