Thursday, September 8, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Alone
Alone, my mind will destroy me
Alone, tears can no longer flow
Alone, there is no way to let the anger go
Alone, screams to be saved are not heard
Alone, I know I am less than someone you deserve
Alone, the coward cannot say a word
Alone, the angel sees us as absurd
Alone, the traffic light is always red
Alone, we never seek to leave our beds
Alone, terrifying thoughts run through our head
Alone, all we do is seek an end.
Alone, That's how I'm going to end up in the end.
Alone, sad, lost, confused, unwanted, feeling like im losing people
Alone, like the world is moving on and you seem to stay in one spot.
Alone, In the end what does it matter anymore.
I found this on the web and it says exactly how i feel right now!
Alone, tears can no longer flow
Alone, there is no way to let the anger go
Alone, screams to be saved are not heard
Alone, I know I am less than someone you deserve
Alone, the coward cannot say a word
Alone, the angel sees us as absurd
Alone, the traffic light is always red
Alone, we never seek to leave our beds
Alone, terrifying thoughts run through our head
Alone, all we do is seek an end.
Alone, That's how I'm going to end up in the end.
Alone, sad, lost, confused, unwanted, feeling like im losing people
Alone, like the world is moving on and you seem to stay in one spot.
Alone, In the end what does it matter anymore.
I found this on the web and it says exactly how i feel right now!
Monday, August 29, 2011
Thinking
I have been seriously thinking about going to a different church sunday mornings because im not really feeling like i fit in anymore and i also need a new start. But im not really sure i should so i have been praying and trying to listen to what God wants me to do. Im way beyond confused about what i should do. :(
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Character #4 is: Padme’s Handmaidens
Padme’s Handmaidens
As both queen and Senator, Pademe Amidala had many handmaidens to help protect her from harm, as well as assist her with functions of both state and security. During her time as Queen of Naboo, Amidala was accompanied by six handmaidens who sttended her at all times. Utterly devoted to their young queen, the handmaidens were chosen for their physical resemblance to the queen as well as their ability to handle themselves during crises. Acting more like bodyguards than handmaidens, they were all trained in self-defense and marksmanship, often carrying small, concealable blasters in their ceremonial robes in case any threats were made to their sovereign.
Sabe: was the queen’s senior handmaiden and served as her decoy, switching places with the queen whenever she was exposed to potential danger. Time and again, Sabe bravery and skills were put to the test after the blockade of Naboo, first by standing in for the queen to prevent fer from being held captive by the Neimoidians’ droid army, and then by distracting Nute Gunray and his associates during the confrontation on Theed.
Rabe: was the youngest of the queens handmaidens. She took charge of the queens wardrobe and prepared her elaborate hairstyles.
Eirtae: specialty was royal protocol, having been raised by wealthy parents who schooled her in the nuances of etiquette.
Sache & Yane: were expertly trained in self defense.
Years later, when Amidala served in the Senate as the representative for Naboo, she was still accompanied by a smaller retinue of loyal handmaidens.
Corde: served as Senator Amidala’s decoy upon their arrival on Coruscant and was killed during the assassination attempt on the Senator’s life. Padme, disguised as an escort pilot, comforted the young woman as she lay dying on the tarmac.
Dorme: Senator Amidala’s most devoted handmaiden, was one of the first to observe the growing affection between the Senator and Anakin.
Elle & Motee: who were among the few to know of Amidala’s marriage to Anakin, often facilitated the couple’s meeting by serving as decoys.
Verse: was with Corde on the ill-fated Naboo Royal Cruiser that was to deliver Padme to Coruscant.
Note: Sabe learned to emulate the queens voice and manner of speaking, and could communicate with the wueen through body language.
From the data Holocron: during the Clone Wars and shortly after. Amidala’s handmaidens served a smaller role, assisting the pregnant senator in her daily duties.
As both queen and Senator, Pademe Amidala had many handmaidens to help protect her from harm, as well as assist her with functions of both state and security. During her time as Queen of Naboo, Amidala was accompanied by six handmaidens who sttended her at all times. Utterly devoted to their young queen, the handmaidens were chosen for their physical resemblance to the queen as well as their ability to handle themselves during crises. Acting more like bodyguards than handmaidens, they were all trained in self-defense and marksmanship, often carrying small, concealable blasters in their ceremonial robes in case any threats were made to their sovereign.
Sabe: was the queen’s senior handmaiden and served as her decoy, switching places with the queen whenever she was exposed to potential danger. Time and again, Sabe bravery and skills were put to the test after the blockade of Naboo, first by standing in for the queen to prevent fer from being held captive by the Neimoidians’ droid army, and then by distracting Nute Gunray and his associates during the confrontation on Theed.
Rabe: was the youngest of the queens handmaidens. She took charge of the queens wardrobe and prepared her elaborate hairstyles.
Eirtae: specialty was royal protocol, having been raised by wealthy parents who schooled her in the nuances of etiquette.
Sache & Yane: were expertly trained in self defense.
Years later, when Amidala served in the Senate as the representative for Naboo, she was still accompanied by a smaller retinue of loyal handmaidens.
Corde: served as Senator Amidala’s decoy upon their arrival on Coruscant and was killed during the assassination attempt on the Senator’s life. Padme, disguised as an escort pilot, comforted the young woman as she lay dying on the tarmac.
Dorme: Senator Amidala’s most devoted handmaiden, was one of the first to observe the growing affection between the Senator and Anakin.
Elle & Motee: who were among the few to know of Amidala’s marriage to Anakin, often facilitated the couple’s meeting by serving as decoys.
Verse: was with Corde on the ill-fated Naboo Royal Cruiser that was to deliver Padme to Coruscant.
Note: Sabe learned to emulate the queens voice and manner of speaking, and could communicate with the wueen through body language.
From the data Holocron: during the Clone Wars and shortly after. Amidala’s handmaidens served a smaller role, assisting the pregnant senator in her daily duties.
Character #3 is: Padme Amidala
Padme Amidala
Affiliation: Naboo Queen, Republic Senator
Homeworld: Naboo
Height: 1.65 Meters
Weapon: Naboo Pistol
Ships: Naboo Royal Starship, Royal Cruiser, Naboo Skiff
Padme Naberrie Amidala, daughter of Ruwee and Jobal Naberrie, was the beautiful and wise queen from Naboo who would one day become Anakin Skywalker’s wife and mother of their two children, Luke and Leia. Padme career as a ruler started early: She became queen of Naboo at the tender age of 14 and fought valiantly against the invading Trade Federation for the liberation of her planet. It was shortly before the battle of Theed that she became acquainted with the Jedi.
Master Qui-Gon Jinn, His padawan Obi-Wan Kenobi, and their 10 year old charge, Anakin Skywalker.
After her term as queen, Padme was asked to remain active in the political sphere by becoming Senator of Naboo. When she became the target for assassination by the grudge carrying viceroy Nute Gunray of the Trade Federation, she found herself under the protection of Anakin Skywalker , now grown, whom she had not seen for almost 10 years. The two resumed their friendship , though it was clear that Anakin was in love with her. Padme, confused and conflicted, and understanding full well that falling in love was not an option for Jedi Kinghts, spurned his affections until she realized she could no longer hide her feelings. After fighting bravely by Anakin’s side in the battle of Geonosis, and caring for him during his recovery afterward, Padme married Anakin in secret on Naboo. When Anakin left to fight in the Clone Wars, Padme continued to pursue peaceful options for ending the war in the senate.
It was towards the end of the Clone Wars when Padme, now pregnant, had to deal with the devastating realization that Anakin was turning to the dark side. Refusing to believe the worst of the accusations against him, Padme was desperate to save her husband, and traveled to Mustafar to plead with him to be once again the good man he was. Anakin, however, grew enraged when he saw Obi-Wan emerge fro her ship, thinking Padme had betrayed him. In a fit of uncontrollable fury, he used the Force to choke her until she fell to the ground unconscious.
Obi-Wan took the dying Padme to the remote asteroid of Polis Massa, where she gave birth to twins Luke and Leia. Before dying, she told Obi-Wan that she still believed there was good in Anakin. Sadly, she would never know that her children would one day prove her right!
Note: From The Data Holocron: Funeral services for Padme were held on Naboo. Her open casket was drawn by white horselike creatures, and her hands clutched the japor that Anakin had given her when he was a small boy!
Affiliation: Naboo Queen, Republic Senator
Homeworld: Naboo
Height: 1.65 Meters
Weapon: Naboo Pistol
Ships: Naboo Royal Starship, Royal Cruiser, Naboo Skiff
Padme Naberrie Amidala, daughter of Ruwee and Jobal Naberrie, was the beautiful and wise queen from Naboo who would one day become Anakin Skywalker’s wife and mother of their two children, Luke and Leia. Padme career as a ruler started early: She became queen of Naboo at the tender age of 14 and fought valiantly against the invading Trade Federation for the liberation of her planet. It was shortly before the battle of Theed that she became acquainted with the Jedi.
Master Qui-Gon Jinn, His padawan Obi-Wan Kenobi, and their 10 year old charge, Anakin Skywalker.
After her term as queen, Padme was asked to remain active in the political sphere by becoming Senator of Naboo. When she became the target for assassination by the grudge carrying viceroy Nute Gunray of the Trade Federation, she found herself under the protection of Anakin Skywalker , now grown, whom she had not seen for almost 10 years. The two resumed their friendship , though it was clear that Anakin was in love with her. Padme, confused and conflicted, and understanding full well that falling in love was not an option for Jedi Kinghts, spurned his affections until she realized she could no longer hide her feelings. After fighting bravely by Anakin’s side in the battle of Geonosis, and caring for him during his recovery afterward, Padme married Anakin in secret on Naboo. When Anakin left to fight in the Clone Wars, Padme continued to pursue peaceful options for ending the war in the senate.
It was towards the end of the Clone Wars when Padme, now pregnant, had to deal with the devastating realization that Anakin was turning to the dark side. Refusing to believe the worst of the accusations against him, Padme was desperate to save her husband, and traveled to Mustafar to plead with him to be once again the good man he was. Anakin, however, grew enraged when he saw Obi-Wan emerge fro her ship, thinking Padme had betrayed him. In a fit of uncontrollable fury, he used the Force to choke her until she fell to the ground unconscious.
Obi-Wan took the dying Padme to the remote asteroid of Polis Massa, where she gave birth to twins Luke and Leia. Before dying, she told Obi-Wan that she still believed there was good in Anakin. Sadly, she would never know that her children would one day prove her right!
Note: From The Data Holocron: Funeral services for Padme were held on Naboo. Her open casket was drawn by white horselike creatures, and her hands clutched the japor that Anakin had given her when he was a small boy!
Character #2 is: Luminara Unduli
Luminara Unduli
Affiliation: Jedi Order
Homeworld: Mirial
Height: 1.7 meters
Weapon: Green Bladed Lightsaber
Luminara Unduli was a faithful and dedicated Jedi Master in the final years of the old republic. A mirialan from the planet Mirial, Luminara sported patterned tattoos denoting her dedication yo physical disciplines. Years of intense training had increased the flexibility of her joints to allow tremendous agility in combat. Her extreme lightsaber moves were virtually impossible for humanoid Jedi to pull off, and turned her body itself into a weapon of stealth and strength. Luminara’s padawan, Barriss Offee, was also a Mirialan. Together. The two used the force to synchronized their lightsaber movements and work perfectly in tandem, making the pair more powerful as a unit thank either would be by herself. Barriss stayed close to her mentor’s side whether during important meetings with the supreme chancellor, or in the thick of combat, as during the outbreak of the Clone Wars.
Both Luminara and Barriss were part of the Jedi task force that was sent to the Geonosian execution arena, distinguishing themselves with their amazing lightsaber skills.
Luminara was killed shortly after the battle of Kashyyyk and Barriss was killed by an AT-TE on Felucia. Both were victims of Emperor Palpatine’s Order 66.
Note: From the Data Holocron: Both Luminara and Barriss were masters of Form 3 lightsaber combat, though Luminara was also skilled in Form 4.
Mirial was a cold, desert world just off the Hydian Way between Yavin and Almania. The Mirialans had a rich culture with religious beliefs based on a primitive understanding of the unifying Force.
Affiliation: Jedi Order
Homeworld: Mirial
Height: 1.7 meters
Weapon: Green Bladed Lightsaber
Luminara Unduli was a faithful and dedicated Jedi Master in the final years of the old republic. A mirialan from the planet Mirial, Luminara sported patterned tattoos denoting her dedication yo physical disciplines. Years of intense training had increased the flexibility of her joints to allow tremendous agility in combat. Her extreme lightsaber moves were virtually impossible for humanoid Jedi to pull off, and turned her body itself into a weapon of stealth and strength. Luminara’s padawan, Barriss Offee, was also a Mirialan. Together. The two used the force to synchronized their lightsaber movements and work perfectly in tandem, making the pair more powerful as a unit thank either would be by herself. Barriss stayed close to her mentor’s side whether during important meetings with the supreme chancellor, or in the thick of combat, as during the outbreak of the Clone Wars.
Both Luminara and Barriss were part of the Jedi task force that was sent to the Geonosian execution arena, distinguishing themselves with their amazing lightsaber skills.
Luminara was killed shortly after the battle of Kashyyyk and Barriss was killed by an AT-TE on Felucia. Both were victims of Emperor Palpatine’s Order 66.
Note: From the Data Holocron: Both Luminara and Barriss were masters of Form 3 lightsaber combat, though Luminara was also skilled in Form 4.
Mirial was a cold, desert world just off the Hydian Way between Yavin and Almania. The Mirialans had a rich culture with religious beliefs based on a primitive understanding of the unifying Force.
Character #1 is: Aayla Secura
Aayla Secura, a Twi’lek, was highly empathetic, intelligent, and seemingly devoid of anger.
Affiliation: Jedi Order
Homeworld: Ryloth
Height: 1.78 meters
Weapon: Blue-Bladed Lightsaber
Known for her empathy and intelligence, Aayla Secura was a gifted Jedi Knight and general during the clone wars. Athletic, strong, and graceful, the blue beauty- like most Twi’leks- was a pacifist, preferring shrewd diplomacy over violence, using lightsaber purly as a weapon of defense.
Discovered by Jedi Knight Quinlan Vos on her homeworld of Ryloth. Aayla was taken to Coruscant to begin her training as his Padawan. Under Quinlan’s influence, she briefly flirted with the darkside of the force on planet Kiffex. Both Quinlan and Aayla were brought back to the light side, though, and eventually Aayla became a full- fledged Jedi Knight.
Aayla was one of the few Jedi to master the use of Force cloaking, the ability to make oneself imperceptible to sight, sound, or smell. Requiring great concentration, this was a useful weapon for a Jedi in combat, though if the Jedi moved even the slightest bit, their concentration, and the cloak would be broken.
Aayla was among the two hundred Jedi comprising the task force sent to Geonosis to rescue Anakin Skywalker, Obi- Wan Kenobi, and Senator Padme Amidala from Count Dooku and his droid army. Among the few who survived that battle, Aayla used her Jar’Kai lightsaber technique to great advantage in the Geonosian arena.
Afterward, she led many campaigns as a general in the Clone Wars, and was part of missions to Corellia, Kamino, and Hypori, to name a few.
Toward the end of the Clone Wars, Aayla was assigned to the colorful jungle planet of Felucia. There, as she trudged through the underbrush leading a regiment of Star Corps Clone Troopers, she was betrayed after the execution of Order66: shot in the back by the very troopers who had served her so loyally for three years. It was said that the clone troopers, inasmuch as they were able to grieve, hoped her death was as quick and painless as possible.
*note: From the Data Holocron: Jar’Kai was the traditional name applied to the style of lightsaber combat that used a blade in each hand.
*note: From the Data Holocron: Twi’leks had duel head-tails on their heads called lekku. Also known as “tchin-tchun,” these were used by Twi’leks to send messages to each other, serving both sensual and cognitive functions.
Affiliation: Jedi Order
Homeworld: Ryloth
Height: 1.78 meters
Weapon: Blue-Bladed Lightsaber
Known for her empathy and intelligence, Aayla Secura was a gifted Jedi Knight and general during the clone wars. Athletic, strong, and graceful, the blue beauty- like most Twi’leks- was a pacifist, preferring shrewd diplomacy over violence, using lightsaber purly as a weapon of defense.
Discovered by Jedi Knight Quinlan Vos on her homeworld of Ryloth. Aayla was taken to Coruscant to begin her training as his Padawan. Under Quinlan’s influence, she briefly flirted with the darkside of the force on planet Kiffex. Both Quinlan and Aayla were brought back to the light side, though, and eventually Aayla became a full- fledged Jedi Knight.
Aayla was one of the few Jedi to master the use of Force cloaking, the ability to make oneself imperceptible to sight, sound, or smell. Requiring great concentration, this was a useful weapon for a Jedi in combat, though if the Jedi moved even the slightest bit, their concentration, and the cloak would be broken.
Aayla was among the two hundred Jedi comprising the task force sent to Geonosis to rescue Anakin Skywalker, Obi- Wan Kenobi, and Senator Padme Amidala from Count Dooku and his droid army. Among the few who survived that battle, Aayla used her Jar’Kai lightsaber technique to great advantage in the Geonosian arena.
Afterward, she led many campaigns as a general in the Clone Wars, and was part of missions to Corellia, Kamino, and Hypori, to name a few.
Toward the end of the Clone Wars, Aayla was assigned to the colorful jungle planet of Felucia. There, as she trudged through the underbrush leading a regiment of Star Corps Clone Troopers, she was betrayed after the execution of Order66: shot in the back by the very troopers who had served her so loyally for three years. It was said that the clone troopers, inasmuch as they were able to grieve, hoped her death was as quick and painless as possible.
*note: From the Data Holocron: Jar’Kai was the traditional name applied to the style of lightsaber combat that used a blade in each hand.
*note: From the Data Holocron: Twi’leks had duel head-tails on their heads called lekku. Also known as “tchin-tchun,” these were used by Twi’leks to send messages to each other, serving both sensual and cognitive functions.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Random Facts
Ok over the next few weeks im going to be posting random Star Wars Character info. Im thinking twice a week. If you have a character that you want info about let me know and i will get is and post it on here. Tomorrow im going to be posting two posts. So keep an eye out for them. :D But right now im thinking its time for bed! Night ya'll!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Things Every Woman Need to Remember
Believe in yourself… trust your instincts and listen to your gut.
You are soooo important in the lives of soooo many people
You’re the best and most important friend you’ll ever have
You matter: don’t put yourself down- compliment yourself
You are beautiful when you smile
You are beautiful when you laugh
You are beautiful when you stand up straight
You are beautiful when you embrace fun
You are beautiful when you speak and act from the heart
You’re never alone
Friends can help make any situation better
What goes around comes around, including all the good times you’ve done for others over the years
Hold on to your old friends- they’re the ones who know you best
Nobody’s life is without challenges and hardships, bad days and even worse days, but everybody gets a shot at new days and seconds chances
You have great thoughts and ideas, and they should be taken seriously
Always keep working toward your dreams… no matter how out of reach they may seem
You can do anything you set your mind to
You are soooo important in the lives of soooo many people
You’re the best and most important friend you’ll ever have
You matter: don’t put yourself down- compliment yourself
You are beautiful when you smile
You are beautiful when you laugh
You are beautiful when you stand up straight
You are beautiful when you embrace fun
You are beautiful when you speak and act from the heart
You’re never alone
Friends can help make any situation better
What goes around comes around, including all the good times you’ve done for others over the years
Hold on to your old friends- they’re the ones who know you best
Nobody’s life is without challenges and hardships, bad days and even worse days, but everybody gets a shot at new days and seconds chances
You have great thoughts and ideas, and they should be taken seriously
Always keep working toward your dreams… no matter how out of reach they may seem
You can do anything you set your mind to
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
AZ was super fun!
I had such a blast when i was in AZ. There will b one thing that i WONT miss if i moved to AZ and that would be OR rain! I made some great friends when i was down there! My dads GF is awesome! If u have any questions ask!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Going to AZ
Hey Everyone time for an update.
I will be going down to AZ March 30th- April 3rd to go meet my dads GF and go to my dads GF daughters wedding that is April 2nd. I will be taking a Plane and im terrified of flying. I have mixed feeling about this whole thing but im thinking once i meet her and get to know her everything will be fine. I cant wait to see my dad cuz i haven't seen him since November 26th, 2010. My phone will be turned off from about 11am on the 30th to about 2:30pm cuz i will be on the plane so if you text me in between then i will get back to you when i turn my phone back on when i land in AZ. I wont be near a computer i don't think so the only way to get a hold of me will be through a text or call me. Well that's all for now i will keep you guys updated. Later!
I will be going down to AZ March 30th- April 3rd to go meet my dads GF and go to my dads GF daughters wedding that is April 2nd. I will be taking a Plane and im terrified of flying. I have mixed feeling about this whole thing but im thinking once i meet her and get to know her everything will be fine. I cant wait to see my dad cuz i haven't seen him since November 26th, 2010. My phone will be turned off from about 11am on the 30th to about 2:30pm cuz i will be on the plane so if you text me in between then i will get back to you when i turn my phone back on when i land in AZ. I wont be near a computer i don't think so the only way to get a hold of me will be through a text or call me. Well that's all for now i will keep you guys updated. Later!
Friday, March 4, 2011
Dogsitting/ House sitting
Ok i will not be home from Friday afternoon to Sunday afternoon im dog-sitting two dogs and im house sitting at the sometime. So if you need to get a hold of me text me or call me. I do know i wont be getting that much sleep this weekend cuz the dogs will want to sleep on the same bed as me which is going to odd. I don't own any animals but i do take care of them for people. Like i said if u need me text me or call me.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
another update
Its official im going to AZ from March 30th- April 3rd.
Oh and just to let you know i want to become a Sith Lord.
Oh and just to let you know i want to become a Sith Lord.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Update
Ok i was going down to AZ March 13th - 17th but now it changed to March 30th thru April 4th. The main reason for the change is that my dads GF wanted me down in AZ for my dads GF's daughters wedding. Im excited but at the same time im nervous cuz this is a major change and my life i think is going to be changing and it will stay that way for along while. Oh and it has been 6days with out pop. My migraine has been off and on all day today. I just need a ton of prayer.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Going to AZ.
Well i got the days off to go down to AZ in March. March 13th - 17th. This is when i get to go visit with my Grandparents and my dads GF. Deep down im excited but at the same time im not thrilled cuz i don't like change. I need prayer about what i should do if my dad does decide to move down there cuz im sure i would move down with him but i don't want to move away from Dallas, my friends, and my job. I don't know what to do right now. Making decisions right now is not going to be easy cuz i have stopped drinking any type of pop about 3 days ago. I have been going through withdrawals i have been shaking, having a major migraine, short tempered, really bad mood swings and i get ticked off really easily. Its not fun. Like i said i just need a lot of prayer my life right now is chaotic and stressful.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
No More Pop!
Well just to let you know i have stopped drinking pop. I haven't drank any pop for the last two days. I have been having withdrawals like: i have been shaking, migraines and mood swings im actually been yelling at myself. I really hope this passes quickly. Cuz this not fun. Im giving you guys permission to hit me or yell at me if you see me drink pop.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
My Birth Month! (May)
Okay i took a quiz that tells me what my birth month says about me. This is what it says:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Tell me what you guys think! Its sounds alot alike me.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Tell me what you guys think! Its sounds alot alike me.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Random Quiz I Took!
I took a quiz on Facebook called Which Pokemon are u. I got Mewtwo this is the description:
Mewtwo
Pokeanalysis:You have always felt outcasted from society like everyone's out to get you and you really don't fit in. You've been betrayed by enough people that you've generally lost trust in humanity and you prefer to keep yourself alienated from them. People may think you are odd but you are not to be underestimated. You have geat intelligence on top of your lust for power and manipulating skills. Besides your evil side you are not truely bad and care about your close friends. This makes you like Mewtwo!
Tell me what u think to me it sound alot like me.
Mewtwo
Pokeanalysis:You have always felt outcasted from society like everyone's out to get you and you really don't fit in. You've been betrayed by enough people that you've generally lost trust in humanity and you prefer to keep yourself alienated from them. People may think you are odd but you are not to be underestimated. You have geat intelligence on top of your lust for power and manipulating skills. Besides your evil side you are not truely bad and care about your close friends. This makes you like Mewtwo!
Tell me what u think to me it sound alot like me.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Wundering? :/
What would u guys do if i told u that i was going to pick up my life here in Dallas, OR and move down to AZ? Just a question i just want to know.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
What To Do? O_o
Sleep evaded me yet again last night. I was staring at the ceiling until 3am. When I was able to get to sleep I had nightmares so I didn’t sleep well. This is the 3rd week in a row that I haven’t slept well. Part of the problem is my mind won’t shut up. I am trying to decide whether or not it would be a good idea for me to move to AZ it would give me the chance to start over with a clean slate, but I would be walking away from an awesome job and friends. I’m trying to weigh the Pros and Cons. Part of me wants to move but the other part doesn’t want to move away. Like I said before about 6months ago my life was turned upside down and shaken and it has stayed that way. I’m going down to AZ to visit Feb 20th- 24th part of me is excited and the other part of me doesn’t want to go. I also have been depressed because my mind knows the right course of action but my heart doesn’t want to take that action so I have been fighting a battle that I know I can’t win. I need support and prayer and my friends. This is the biggest and toughest decision I have ever had to make. I’m scared.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Shut Up Mind!!!
GGGGRRRRR! Its 2:14am on Monday morning. I cant get to sleep i have been trying to get to sleep for the last 3hours. I haven't been able to get a good night rest for the last 2weeks. I cant get my mind to shut up. I just need to come to the realization that i cant change anything so i know i should just deal with it but my mind wont give in. I have been praying reading the bible and others have been praying for me. What do i do now im at my wits end im tired and very very very confused about life and what i should do. I feel like curling up into a ball and cry and feel like hiding from the world so nothing can get me. I know that wont help but it might make me feel better. Why is life so freaken confusing??
Friday, January 21, 2011
God Is Great!
Happy Moments, Praise God
Difficult Moments, Seek God
Quiet Moments, Worship God
Painful Moments, Trust God
Every Moment, Thank God!
Difficult Moments, Seek God
Quiet Moments, Worship God
Painful Moments, Trust God
Every Moment, Thank God!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
What do u guys think?
OK i think it would be fun to post Random Facts of the day everyday. What do u think give me feedback.
Monday, January 17, 2011
What To Do! Confused!
I talked to my father this morning on the phone and i couldn't hold it in anymore i broke down and cried. Lets just say im torn about this whole thing thats going on. Im going to AZ Feb 20th- 24th to go visit. Im way confused about what i should do i really don't like change. I need prayer!
Just when you think you are finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...BAM! You get sucker-punched and knocked back out :-/
When she was starting to think everything was coming together... it fell apart
so confused don't know what to do bout anything anymore wish i were five years old again things were so much freakin easier
Wonders if the puzzle pieces of her life are even meant to go back together...
I'm not here for you to understand, I'm hear to confuse the hell out of you each and every day and I'm so good at it too...
The happier and more cheerful someone is on the outside, the sadder and more confused they are on the inside.
*~* I am torn between a rock and a hard place my mind is in a thousand places and I just don't know what to think anymore!*~*
I found these sentences on Status Shuffle on Facebook and i feel like they fit the situation.
Just when you think you are finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...BAM! You get sucker-punched and knocked back out :-/
When she was starting to think everything was coming together... it fell apart
so confused don't know what to do bout anything anymore wish i were five years old again things were so much freakin easier
Wonders if the puzzle pieces of her life are even meant to go back together...
I'm not here for you to understand, I'm hear to confuse the hell out of you each and every day and I'm so good at it too...
The happier and more cheerful someone is on the outside, the sadder and more confused they are on the inside.
*~* I am torn between a rock and a hard place my mind is in a thousand places and I just don't know what to think anymore!*~*
I found these sentences on Status Shuffle on Facebook and i feel like they fit the situation.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
May Not Know
I don’t know how many of you know this but about 6 to 7 months ago my life was turned upside down and shaken and it has stayed that way ever since. Just letting you know if my dad moves to AZ well I will be moving as well. Just pray for me because I have some major decisions to sort through and that is why I have been so grumpy/ stand offish/ unwilling to talk. Its not you guys its just what im going through right now I just wish the world would stop spinning 100miles per minute to let me off I just want the old days back when your biggest decisions was to go outside and play or stay inside and watch tv. I just need prayer and people to encourage me because im scared. This the first time I have admitted that.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Whoa
I think i need to start back up on blogging... So i think i might post one once a week from now on.
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