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OK i think it would be fun to post Random Facts of the day everyday. What do u think give me feedback.

What To Do! Confused!

I talked to my father this morning on the phone and i couldn't hold it in anymore i broke down and cried. Lets just say im torn about this whole thing thats going on. Im going to AZ Feb 20th- 24th to go visit. Im way confused about what i should do i really don't like change. I need prayer!

Just when you think you are finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...BAM! You get sucker-punched and knocked back out :-/

When she was starting to think everything was coming together... it fell apart

so confused don't know what to do bout anything anymore wish i were five years old again things were so much freakin easier

Wonders if the puzzle pieces of her life are even meant to go back together...

I'm not here for you to understand, I'm hear to confuse the hell out of you each and every day and I'm so good at it too...

The happier and more cheerful someone is on the outside, the sadder and more confused they are on the inside.

*~* I am torn between a rock and a hard place my mind is in a thousand places and I just don't know what to think anymore!*~*

I found these sentences on Status Shuffle on Facebook and i feel like they fit the situation.

May Not Know

I don’t know how many of you know this but about 6 to 7 months ago my life was turned upside down and shaken and it has stayed that way ever since. Just letting you know if my dad moves to AZ well I will be moving as well. Just pray for me because I have some major decisions to sort through and that is why I have been so grumpy/ stand offish/ unwilling to talk. Its not you guys its just what im going through right now I just wish the world would stop spinning 100miles per minute to let me off I just want the old days back when your biggest decisions was to go outside and play or stay inside and watch tv. I just need prayer and people to encourage me because im scared. This the first time I have admitted that.

Whoa

I think i need to start back up on blogging... So i think i might post one once a week from now on.

Feelin Left out: Somethin u may not know:

The reason I feel that way is cuz most of my friends have boyfriends, or are getting ready to get married soon and in a way I feel like I’m being pushed to the side and being forgotten even though they tell me that that’s not what is going to happen it’s going to happen sooner or later and that is what I fear the most LOSING my friends and the ones I care about the most I love you guys more that you will ever know. You may not know this but you got me though high school, for awhile in high school I just about gave up on ALMOST EVERYTHING and I mean ALMOST EVERYTHING (which includes church) I am very thankful that I have friends like you and I know that I have a place waiting for me in Heaven. The reason I didn’t tell anyone is that I didn’t want to disappoint anyone and have everyone mad at me so I just went on with my life just as before and with no one knowing what was troubling me I was a very independent person and I hated people knowing my emotions so that’s why I kept it to myself. But now I am happy for the most part. Once again I love you all.

Im just trying out this new text messaging system from blogger from my phone to see if it really works.

Alone...

“I've got everything I need except a man. And I'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I'm tired of being alone.”

“It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself.”

“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.”

“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most"

“What loneliness is more lonely than distrust?”

“With some people solitariness is an escape not from others but from themselves. For they see in the eyes of others only a reflection of themselves.”

I didn't write this. I found it on the Internet.

This isn't all I'm going to post but this fit the moment.

But below i did write:

You Guys may think of me as a hard hearted person but deep down i do have feelings and i need people i just try to hide that I'm Scared/ angry by trying to cheer everyone else up around me even though i cant cheer myself.

I may come across mean or blunt or even harsh but i truly don't mean to be but that's just how i am. I NEED PEOPLE. Being lonely isn't all that its cracked up to be and I'm finally finding that out now.

I have been hurt in the past by many boys and many girls but not in the same way. That's why i may seem distant to some people. I have trust issues but once i trust someone there's no problem until that person proves to me that i can trust them anymore and that has happened so many times so now its even harder for me to trust anymore.

I am sorry to anyone that i have hurt in the past and even in the up coming future i mean nothing by it. Being alone SUCKS!

Thank you to all my friends that put up with me! I love you all and i wouldn't trade you for anything.